"Another year has gone by
And I'm still the one by your side
After everything that's gone by
There's still no one saying goodbye
Though another year has gone by"
And I'm still the one by your side
After everything that's gone by
There's still no one saying goodbye
Though another year has gone by"
And with these lines from Celine Dion's song, here comes an
end to my most memorable year 2072 B.S. Usually, every year is important in own way
and is remembered by different reasons, but 2072, it’s a year to be remembered
for multiple reasons.
I still remember the first hour of 2072, when I was weaving my
dream, my plan; all around were busy in drinking, dancing, singing but I was
planning something, something different. Like always, I was thinking to make
this year unforgettable. But who knew that it's gonna be remembered in sour
memories. The first morning visit of holy place "Baitani Damn" in
rural part of Lalitpur poured positive vibes on me. I was pretty sure that the
year will be pure as the holy place and beautiful like the Rhododendrons
(national flower of Nepal) that surrounded me. Yes, it was pure too, but only
till 12th Baishak(25th April); the day that changed the
game, not only of mine but of my family and country. The devastating earthquake
scattered dreams of my country, people here and of my family and mine too.
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The first "L" "LOSS", yes it started
from this day. My family's business turned down, all hopes were lost and my
dreams too. Losing the senior member of family, my grandfather was another
great loss, which filled me with regrets and dissatisfaction. With the time
being, losing the care and love of some friends due to my own silly mistakes
added more to it. During this tough period, I got a pretty second "L",
"LESSON". A lesson to handle the worst situation, a lesson to cope up
with null hope, a lesson to prove maturity in the right time. Providing the strength
to stand high, confident, and strong and stable, I learnt to fight with
economic, physical and mental lacking. People come and go, it’s the way world
runs, but one has to stay still and move forward accepting the situation was
the main and foremost lesson of the year.
And the beautiful, "L", "LOVE", that I
received from my friends is seriously uncountable. I was poured with immense
love from my friends (old and new). From finding new friends of different
culture in different land to getting back support every second from my always reigning
friends, I was surrounded by love most of the time. I can say this is what that
helped me out of the problems and encouraged to stay calm.
New Year, 2073 has already arrived, and this year actually
with no dreams, no hopes, I am gonna make it memorable, don’t worry memorable
in positive part for sure. My effort for this year will be to collect strength
to stick on my decisions, to not regret and to live jolly life which suits me
and for which I am made for. With all guns blazing, I am now on the ground to
battle with every problem, and thanks to 2072 for making me this strong. Last
but not the least, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2073 to all out there, May god provide you
much strength and patience to go through my blog which has revived from this
minute. Stay Blessed and obviously bless me too.
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